More for my birthday

This evening, I found myself curled up in bed
crying about the past year.
Crying and feeling sorry for myself.

I came out of my room to find my apartment lit with candles,
my favorite kind of pizza,
a glass full of wine,
and the most loyal friend I've ever had.

And I was crying about not having enough.

I have more than any 26 year old woman deserves.
More than I will ever deserve.
So much more.