In about an hour...

I'll be 26.
I don't feel old enough to be 26.
When I was young, I thought people this age were adults.
I don't feel much like an adult tonight.
I feel unsettled, immature, a little lost, and very lonely.
I thought that I would have more figured out by 26.
It seems like the older I get, the less I'm really sure of.

Thoreau said, "It is easier to sail many thousand miles through cold and storm and cannibals, in a government ship, with five hundred men to assist one than it is to explore the private sea, the Atlantic and Pacific Ocean of one's being alone."

A kindred spirit.